This kind of Simple Thing

Don't know how to start it, and of course i don't know how to end this.
this is all about this kind of thing, what is it?

I just want to keep it simple. Many people may think that i'm  crazy, that i'm too over, and I wasting my time, money and etc.  Logically, I will NEVER be with them and of course They will NEVER know me. So what am i doing all this time? jus wasting my time?

How can I explain this....
Many people called it FANGIRLING. But I don't want to called it like that.
For short, I just called it Love, this kind of simple thing. Love towards special peoples who can make others happy, Love towards special peoples who can reach their dream with full effort, Love towards special peoples who always spreading love around the world, Love towards special peoples who always take care of people who love them. Love towards special peoples that covered with ordinary attitude but have special heart.
Of course they are not my family, nor my friends. They just outsiders, stranger, but have special space in my heart. Of course I love my religion more than everything, of course i love my family and my friends. I just remember a song from Barbie

Everybody is born to care 
It's something we were meant to share 
Not to keep to ourselves all alone 

If we make room for someone new 
Doesn’t mean that there’s less for you 
Only means that our circle has grown 

Love knows, love grows 
Bigger than before 
In your heart there’s always more 

It’s magic the more you give it away 
The more love comes back to you everyday 

So we have to spreading love more and more, we have to spread our hearth give more love to other then we can live happily.

This kind of love is just a piece of puzzle of my heart. How can I call this kind of thing "Love"?

I just feel happy when look at their smile. Smile that comes from pure heart, heart which have strong will to make other people happy, even when they were sick, tired, or depressed. I just feel happy when see their attitude to each other, they just like ordinary people even all people know they are extraordinary.  I just feel happy when they make other people laugh with their simple foolish thing. I just love them the way they are. Not only when they wear luxury cloth and shining on the stage.

I just want to make my world more colorful by loving them, I just want to get and learn good thing by loving them. I  have learn how to love people with unconditional love.  I have learn how to motivate my self when i'm in a bad condition. I have learn, our way is not always straight, but we can be happy in every condition if we always cheer up.  I have learn that no one is perfect, all we have to do is loving each other and share happiness. I can see many nice friends around the world even I never meet them, we just love the same people so we can share happiness. I have learn how to forgive the other, thinking from the other point of view, and admiring other people. I can see unique personality, strange personality, but can make others always happy.

Many good thing I've learn and get from this kind of simple thing.

When the other think that I'm too over and unreasonable, that's no problem. Everyone can have their own opinion and pint of view.  I can learn many good thing and i never do bad thing to my self and to the others by loving them. This kind of thing, just can cheer me up and makes my world more colorful.